Not Dead Yet!

Boy Oh Boy have I been dealing with a lot lately. People that know me from other social network sites and in real life have been put through the scaadium-suicidality of doom, as I know how to do it like no other. And I have been so pushed on my lack of freedom that I set out on a death quest, which has been tempered by my egoic need to get my story out, so I am planning on not leaping off a cliff to escape Zach Braff & Robin Williams (the biggest problem-makers, of all my enemies).

I feel reasonably confident that, after some time on a farm to recuperate on my soul damage from being around urban people, I'll go back into the world and people with work for me will be perfectly fine with my drama brushed under the rug as, "Political revolutionism". Smart people know that the Powers that Be are complex and powerful and even when I have some or most, the remainder still oppose. And shockingly, some remain impressed with all that I've done, because when I say "all I've done" I mean the overwhelming amount of education about Religious History, Spiritual Truths and the Nature of Reality in addition to the civil service of exposing politicians on important election issues, that so many people seem to take for granted, expecting my family to eat for free and just be honored that I get to answer life-and-death questions.

It seems to me to be Obviously not reasonable to ask me WORK questions and not pay me and then let me get spit on by citizens for not showing up to an office at the same time everyday. People, like myself, with IVY LEAGUE educations, abundant charisma and my level of connections, who get asked questions on the level of government and business that I do, are paid as consultants @ $thousands/day! So, my angst about the fuck-all US government, in bed with corporations and Israel trying to turn non-Jew human bodies into dollars or otherwise sequester planetary resources for white people, is still here. I just have a lot of emotional clairvoyant data that I should live because my support on S~TV (the fact that Millions of people 'meditate' and tune-in to hear my thoughts and clairvoyantly "watch" my life without media) is big, my allies are powerful, the world might go totally nuclear if Barack Obama lets Israel-allied Jew actors or the Federal Reserve-Murdoch crew terrorize me anymore.

I don’t want to be dealing with nuclear issues. I don’t want to deal with World Health Organization Bioterrorism. I don’t want to deal with a lot of things, but I get asked questions and can’t always control the answers. I don’t puff myself up as terribly important. I’m shockingly modest, in most people‘s opinions. It’s just when huge world leaders and celebrities are always on my phone, it seems to indicate that I have importance to them. At any rate, I want to upload my video clips, now with my little precious online time.

Thanks for reading!