“You would post dialogue between us?” a Being asks, hopefully, flattered that I am considering putting more controversial material out there, as he has followed my demonstrations against the gatekeepers of the consciousness as far as psychiatry interfaces with clairvoyance about the multidimensional nature of reality and the human masses communicating with extra-terrestrial Beings. There is also the romantic "Penelope" drama going on in my life, for the few years that he's known me and he would love to be the object of that. that far too many people have taken unhealthy interest in my future partner choice. Some Beings that I perceive are relatively unknown spirits and others vary from really famous presidents that stuck around as ghosts, as many people in Washington know well, to Beings that are simply known more for their Incorporeal identity and behavior.
The principles behind being honest about my spiritual life are more important than "what" my ex-husband says (eventually a Judge will see the video of Ana~My~Stasia begging to be with mama). I am trying not to derail and disclose too much publicly, but how many people would like to be on my phone discussing global issues, while the Maybe-Earned-an-AA ex-cable guy Mr. Heinrich-Caadium tries to grasp at straws, pulling stupid tricks to waste my time so he can outwardly look like a decent man for a LITTLE while longer that "our child" feels hurt (is totally neglected by my standards amidst disallowed communication per a temporary restraining order that has nothing to do with my dangerousness to MY CHILD). Meanwhile, sweet AMC gets to collect the story of "can't wait to go in front of a Judge to get out of my Dad's house" and I'm awaiting counsel from a pro-bono legal group to get my rights back.
It would seem that Incorporeal Beings have been communicating well enough with “psychic”, “clairvoyant”, “sensitive” people for some time, some recorded “biblically” and some edited out. My biggest impression of the bible is “woah, these prophets didn’t have a clue who they were talking to, most likely”, calling “god” different names all the time. Yet, to the present day, “Spiritualism” and Psychicism are being suppressed by the Catholic Church and other Interests, enforced by “Psychiatry”, a pawn-able system which seemingly has the legal and police-backed (and pharmaco-) “ability” to restrain a person’s civil, if not human rights.
Since 2007, I have explored and demonstrated many ways in which people with clear understandings of reality are managed if they don’t follow “the rules”. The Church and other organizations invested in the Cardinal Criteria (notice that each one could be a [Steve Jackson] Illuminati Card?) stand to lose influence if people become open reality in a way that makes them look inauthentic for dogmatically and abusively running a mafia organization with a holy church front standing for millions of people’s faith in their souls and understandings of existence, which is a lot of ethical responsibility, in my estimation.
I personally think I need utmost training to feel really good about offering my spiritual services to the world because my work as a Shaman carries so much weight, as I deal with people’s extremely sensitive minds, bodies and souls (ideally, I would also be able to work on people’s community issues, but the third is a chakra level that I haven’t developed as well as others). So, I get annoyed about organizations: religious, political, educational, legal, etcetera, that have a ton of responsibility to the citizens that define their purpose in the community.
It’s like some cognitive-behavioral/dialectical issues I’ve been working on: how the ratio of expectation to disappointment is more difficult than the overall score of an experience. Companies that are straight-up into hustling commodities for profit via goods and services, they have a level of responsibility that doesn’t necessarily include morally serving humanity, so the disappointment is less in some ways.
I have various ideas about having education through the sixth and seventh (and beyond) chakra levels, but, like student loans, I borrowed some of that socio-economic development and had a variable foundation. Having subsidies on life has been problematic. My true lack of proper upbringing has been holding me back psycho-socially from my intellectual and spiritual capabilities. Hopefully, all these frickin’ “rotations” get all my psychological crap out of the way so I function better soon.
There has also been the moral & economic issues of charging money for healing and being supported by enough people willing to pay for spiritual healing when the community is only functioning on the 3rdchakra, on average, with everything from not even functioning on a basic needs chakra one level, as many of my institutional peers over the past year and a half, to people that commune with the divine, have amazing relationships and create art = chakra 7. Ironically, it’s probably the poor hippies and street kids that understand the value of the soul work that I do, versus the wealthy, who are typically skeptical and conservative. Not exclusively, obviously, we know that if I got office space in Santa Monica, I would have a full schedule, but the Bay Area hasn’t been as awesome for me.
Totally interestingly, the housing market crash in Sacramento has 3 bedroom condos selling for $30K, which is like lunch money on a mortgage calculator. It could be an interesting place to eventually finally circle back to after Probation is over. Sac technically has everything: arts, music, outdoors, family life, watersports (the number one reason cited by the UC Davis Program Director in 2006 when I interviewed), politics, farmable soil, good groceries, nice local coffee. The weather isn’t awesome, but there are nicer tree-filled parts of town, as we know. And it is fairly fertile for holistic healing, as the center of the Waldorf Universe on the West Coast. I feel like I finally turned a point in planning for the future. 5 years after graduation, I have a lot of stories, experiences and reverence but less assets than expected.
The principles behind being honest about my spiritual life are more important than "what" my ex-husband says (eventually a Judge will see the video of Ana~My~Stasia begging to be with mama). I am trying not to derail and disclose too much publicly, but how many people would like to be on my phone discussing global issues, while the Maybe-Earned-an-AA ex-cable guy Mr. Heinrich-Caadium tries to grasp at straws, pulling stupid tricks to waste my time so he can outwardly look like a decent man for a LITTLE while longer that "our child" feels hurt (is totally neglected by my standards amidst disallowed communication per a temporary restraining order that has nothing to do with my dangerousness to MY CHILD). Meanwhile, sweet AMC gets to collect the story of "can't wait to go in front of a Judge to get out of my Dad's house" and I'm awaiting counsel from a pro-bono legal group to get my rights back.
It would seem that Incorporeal Beings have been communicating well enough with “psychic”, “clairvoyant”, “sensitive” people for some time, some recorded “biblically” and some edited out. My biggest impression of the bible is “woah, these prophets didn’t have a clue who they were talking to, most likely”, calling “god” different names all the time. Yet, to the present day, “Spiritualism” and Psychicism are being suppressed by the Catholic Church and other Interests, enforced by “Psychiatry”, a pawn-able system which seemingly has the legal and police-backed (and pharmaco-) “ability” to restrain a person’s civil, if not human rights.
Since 2007, I have explored and demonstrated many ways in which people with clear understandings of reality are managed if they don’t follow “the rules”. The Church and other organizations invested in the Cardinal Criteria (notice that each one could be a [Steve Jackson] Illuminati Card?) stand to lose influence if people become open reality in a way that makes them look inauthentic for dogmatically and abusively running a mafia organization with a holy church front standing for millions of people’s faith in their souls and understandings of existence, which is a lot of ethical responsibility, in my estimation.
I personally think I need utmost training to feel really good about offering my spiritual services to the world because my work as a Shaman carries so much weight, as I deal with people’s extremely sensitive minds, bodies and souls (ideally, I would also be able to work on people’s community issues, but the third is a chakra level that I haven’t developed as well as others). So, I get annoyed about organizations: religious, political, educational, legal, etcetera, that have a ton of responsibility to the citizens that define their purpose in the community.
It’s like some cognitive-behavioral/dialectical issues I’ve been working on: how the ratio of expectation to disappointment is more difficult than the overall score of an experience. Companies that are straight-up into hustling commodities for profit via goods and services, they have a level of responsibility that doesn’t necessarily include morally serving humanity, so the disappointment is less in some ways.
I have various ideas about having education through the sixth and seventh (and beyond) chakra levels, but, like student loans, I borrowed some of that socio-economic development and had a variable foundation. Having subsidies on life has been problematic. My true lack of proper upbringing has been holding me back psycho-socially from my intellectual and spiritual capabilities. Hopefully, all these frickin’ “rotations” get all my psychological crap out of the way so I function better soon.
There has also been the moral & economic issues of charging money for healing and being supported by enough people willing to pay for spiritual healing when the community is only functioning on the 3rdchakra, on average, with everything from not even functioning on a basic needs chakra one level, as many of my institutional peers over the past year and a half, to people that commune with the divine, have amazing relationships and create art = chakra 7. Ironically, it’s probably the poor hippies and street kids that understand the value of the soul work that I do, versus the wealthy, who are typically skeptical and conservative. Not exclusively, obviously, we know that if I got office space in Santa Monica, I would have a full schedule, but the Bay Area hasn’t been as awesome for me.
Totally interestingly, the housing market crash in Sacramento has 3 bedroom condos selling for $30K, which is like lunch money on a mortgage calculator. It could be an interesting place to eventually finally circle back to after Probation is over. Sac technically has everything: arts, music, outdoors, family life, watersports (the number one reason cited by the UC Davis Program Director in 2006 when I interviewed), politics, farmable soil, good groceries, nice local coffee. The weather isn’t awesome, but there are nicer tree-filled parts of town, as we know. And it is fairly fertile for holistic healing, as the center of the Waldorf Universe on the West Coast. I feel like I finally turned a point in planning for the future. 5 years after graduation, I have a lot of stories, experiences and reverence but less assets than expected.
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