So I take it as flattery.
Saturday, November 10, 2012
Monday, October 8, 2012
Still Alive, for 10/9/2001
I really hope no one has to Blavatsky my life, but I've prepared for it, as well as the Bush administration took care of "258".
I'm furious and haven't been super-productive, by the standards of people that have no idea what global decision-making involves, so I get to be irritated on top of furious, half the time.
And then, Robin Williams tries throwing a psychiatry wrench at me? Minutes after we discussed his very poor ability to know if he's being triggered by a human from an organization or an alien or Theo or is he having a cognitive process of his own. Either way, Oncology trumps psychiatry.
I guess we're goin' full tilt apocalypse. I've told them I'd make a baby, but they want me to give up my soul and EVERYONE I know remembers the Earthquake was my height: 5'8" that cracked the Washington Monument last year, right before Hurricane Irene got Bloomberg on my phone.
And then I learned this Shaman pinky trick.
And then...
And then I said "WHO, be nice to LA" and they all fucking worshipped me and threw the fucker on his head.
And HOW MANY times have I repeated all of this? And How Many times have I said "HOW MANY?" with SHOCKING levels of Obvious IMMUNITY?
I'm furious and haven't been super-productive, by the standards of people that have no idea what global decision-making involves, so I get to be irritated on top of furious, half the time.
And then, Robin Williams tries throwing a psychiatry wrench at me? Minutes after we discussed his very poor ability to know if he's being triggered by a human from an organization or an alien or Theo or is he having a cognitive process of his own. Either way, Oncology trumps psychiatry.
I guess we're goin' full tilt apocalypse. I've told them I'd make a baby, but they want me to give up my soul and EVERYONE I know remembers the Earthquake was my height: 5'8" that cracked the Washington Monument last year, right before Hurricane Irene got Bloomberg on my phone.
And then I learned this Shaman pinky trick.
And then...
And then I said "WHO, be nice to LA" and they all fucking worshipped me and threw the fucker on his head.
And HOW MANY times have I repeated all of this? And How Many times have I said "HOW MANY?" with SHOCKING levels of Obvious IMMUNITY?
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Inspired by Midtown Sac
I'm not dead or in Jail. For those in the know, those 6 words are probably a poignant summary of my recent life. Probably deserves to be said when more than a few weeks pass between posts. And today, I nearly got myself 11/1/2011'd again (lynched on the erased timeline, as Some know well).
They could advertise "free delicious aromas" at this ~Old Soul Co.~ cafe. I love how their kitchen and artisan-scale bakery appliances are in an open-space of dining room under shared bare rafters with rough-mortared brick walls, charming authenticity of huge ventilation ducts over ovens, inside of which an adult Hansel (& Gretel) would fit.
On the food/shelter/safety front, I bought a 1986 fifth-wheel trailer in great shape, fully furnished, docked in a park and even stocked with groceries, linens, and nearly every kitchen appliance I could imagine, as dude selling had to hurriedly leave the state for surgery. Trailer park life is obviously one of the cheaper ways to live, for the moment. I considered interviewing for a roommate deal, but unless I "WHat" (verb known to some) like an asshole that wants to live alone after all real souls discard them, it's not really an option. I'm not happy that my political work-life is a mess, but I treat people honestly and trust that because most people are smart and raised in our time, they understand, even if they don't agree with some of the basic uglies of Revolution. I respect that my edges are uncomfortable as well, as I am still trying to be emotionally responsible as much as I can.
I am really irritable hearing about the allegation that if I would stop smoking pot, I could somehow get my kid back because what? My ex-husband has a choice in the completely legal "Prop. 215" matter? I also hear shit from random stalkers or fans, just because they know me, I have to hear from [sometimes completely uneducated] people about drug-propaganda from the corrupt-as-all-hell DEA, peddled by the criminally violent COPS?! And then the CIA would stop threatening everyone from paying me for by movies and books, RIGHT?!?!?!?
(In mixed tense, with inspiration from a supporter:) DOCTOR CAADIUM is not taking a shit Job or going to dumb probation-groups through hacked mental health court for a political demonstration I completed a sentence for, while they ran me around last time, but when I have been denied usual legal protection, I'm forced to just win the Revolution. ("AUGUST 13 Tabloid!" i need to shout at some in-denial antagonizing mf'ers)
For the people irritating me by wishing a Ouija "no" had more point value (and repeat until they GET IT): I suggest they Tally the score and let us all know if the "Powers that Be" have a projected future win. Otherwise it is very valuable for me to remain "medicated" for my mood and essential communication level of consciousness. Anyone wishing to fight me on credibility and validity is welcome. IT's ugly to fight me. I regret losing friends, but this is the state of global affairs for Singular "1677".
The chin-quiverers will lose. If that makes no sense, don't worry, consider yourself LUCKY! A lot of what I write may sound unusual to people that don't know events going on in real life (NOT on TV) and no one could be on 24/7 for all updates, but what others miss because of natural attention diversions Drives me crazy to hear about. I realize that the psychic card sucks because most people know not to speak their asshole thoughts and I am extremely reactive because of the level of emotionality to my real life that people dismiss to celebrity, as if being widely recognizes makes painful family drama less. So, I often cause trouble for myself, reacting to thoughts and such, shouting about everything. And it does feel lynch-level dangerous sometimes, but they refuse to let me be free because I threaten their agendae, so I have to fight as hard as I can. I don't have a surrender option.
... I am truncating the public post for my safety, as the ranting got worse. Take-home message: IT's NOT "all in our heads", as people mostly know, but deserve confirmation of what's blocked by the media and ops. I should (frickin"!) WRITE like I do in my Journal so people's denial busts about the level of Anti-Citizen actions of our tax-paid agencies and associates. Am I "CAPS'ing" enough to get the message across in text?
They could advertise "free delicious aromas" at this ~Old Soul Co.~ cafe. I love how their kitchen and artisan-scale bakery appliances are in an open-space of dining room under shared bare rafters with rough-mortared brick walls, charming authenticity of huge ventilation ducts over ovens, inside of which an adult Hansel (& Gretel) would fit.
On the food/shelter/safety front, I bought a 1986 fifth-wheel trailer in great shape, fully furnished, docked in a park and even stocked with groceries, linens, and nearly every kitchen appliance I could imagine, as dude selling had to hurriedly leave the state for surgery. Trailer park life is obviously one of the cheaper ways to live, for the moment. I considered interviewing for a roommate deal, but unless I "WHat" (verb known to some) like an asshole that wants to live alone after all real souls discard them, it's not really an option. I'm not happy that my political work-life is a mess, but I treat people honestly and trust that because most people are smart and raised in our time, they understand, even if they don't agree with some of the basic uglies of Revolution. I respect that my edges are uncomfortable as well, as I am still trying to be emotionally responsible as much as I can.
I am really irritable hearing about the allegation that if I would stop smoking pot, I could somehow get my kid back because what? My ex-husband has a choice in the completely legal "Prop. 215" matter? I also hear shit from random stalkers or fans, just because they know me, I have to hear from [sometimes completely uneducated] people about drug-propaganda from the corrupt-as-all-hell DEA, peddled by the criminally violent COPS?! And then the CIA would stop threatening everyone from paying me for by movies and books, RIGHT?!?!?!?
(In mixed tense, with inspiration from a supporter:) DOCTOR CAADIUM is not taking a shit Job or going to dumb probation-groups through hacked mental health court for a political demonstration I completed a sentence for, while they ran me around last time, but when I have been denied usual legal protection, I'm forced to just win the Revolution. ("AUGUST 13 Tabloid!" i need to shout at some in-denial antagonizing mf'ers)
For the people irritating me by wishing a Ouija "no" had more point value (and repeat until they GET IT): I suggest they Tally the score and let us all know if the "Powers that Be" have a projected future win. Otherwise it is very valuable for me to remain "medicated" for my mood and essential communication level of consciousness. Anyone wishing to fight me on credibility and validity is welcome. IT's ugly to fight me. I regret losing friends, but this is the state of global affairs for Singular "1677".
The chin-quiverers will lose. If that makes no sense, don't worry, consider yourself LUCKY! A lot of what I write may sound unusual to people that don't know events going on in real life (NOT on TV) and no one could be on 24/7 for all updates, but what others miss because of natural attention diversions Drives me crazy to hear about. I realize that the psychic card sucks because most people know not to speak their asshole thoughts and I am extremely reactive because of the level of emotionality to my real life that people dismiss to celebrity, as if being widely recognizes makes painful family drama less. So, I often cause trouble for myself, reacting to thoughts and such, shouting about everything. And it does feel lynch-level dangerous sometimes, but they refuse to let me be free because I threaten their agendae, so I have to fight as hard as I can. I don't have a surrender option.
... I am truncating the public post for my safety, as the ranting got worse. Take-home message: IT's NOT "all in our heads", as people mostly know, but deserve confirmation of what's blocked by the media and ops. I should (frickin"!) WRITE
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Oi.
I have encountered a lot of obstacles to prosperity.
My posts on facebook are so variably shown on people's newsfeeds, as I experienced in Fall 2011, it's frustrating, but also just seemingly the case that all the JFK intel systems that are so dazzling in the movies are being used to keep the Revolution from bursting the Empire to bits.
At least they're giving us cred. That's what I said when they handcuffed us for simple transport in Jail.
I do have moments of feeling scared, like it is really insane to try to overthrow the government, but I know I have history on my side and all the Legal, Intellectual & Spiritual [majority-decision-makers] on my side.
But Revolutionism is rough. I told my kids not to be Astronauts, but short of leaving the planet, they could do anything else. I seem to think that it's not to much to expect to be big enough to say "I was 'Suzanne' in my last life!" I didn't choose every decision leading up to this amount of importance in my work +/- fame, it just happened, as I answered questions without selling out, finding truth, making friends and enemies in heated survival and deep-meaning motivating ways.
Some suggest giving up and just accepting the lower version of life I used to have. I am too famous, caused too much upheaval and so on. So, I respond, "No thank you", to a lot of the advice I hear. I just have to deal with "when" and keep eyes on the goals.
My posts on facebook are so variably shown on people's newsfeeds, as I experienced in Fall 2011, it's frustrating, but also just seemingly the case that all the JFK intel systems that are so dazzling in the movies are being used to keep the Revolution from bursting the Empire to bits.
At least they're giving us cred. That's what I said when they handcuffed us for simple transport in Jail.
I do have moments of feeling scared, like it is really insane to try to overthrow the government, but I know I have history on my side and all the Legal, Intellectual & Spiritual [majority-decision-makers] on my side.
But Revolutionism is rough. I told my kids not to be Astronauts, but short of leaving the planet, they could do anything else. I seem to think that it's not to much to expect to be big enough to say "I was 'Suzanne' in my last life!" I didn't choose every decision leading up to this amount of importance in my work +/- fame, it just happened, as I answered questions without selling out, finding truth, making friends and enemies in heated survival and deep-meaning motivating ways.
Some suggest giving up and just accepting the lower version of life I used to have. I am too famous, caused too much upheaval and so on. So, I respond, "No thank you", to a lot of the advice I hear. I just have to deal with "when" and keep eyes on the goals.
Friday, July 20, 2012
Policy for New Nations
Policy for New Nations
(Too Late to turn back. What movie would possibly end that way?)
The basics of what has been discussed enough for near consensus (like no time passed at all, some people are surprised, perhaps, That the man couldn’t keep me down!) towards the Revolution and Currency changes anticipated.
Using all the powers of the Universe, I met a Save-the-World Banker of all people! On top of my deck of Save-the-world politicians and lawyers and prime ministers and doctors & scientists everywhere, I formed an intellectual connection to a big Wall Street’ist who laughs that he feels like a traitor to the 1%. I haven’t contributed as much to that distinction as the ideas of #Occupy Wall Street were more Already out there just needing a voice. I got your voice stock right here. Air is paradoxically very expensive although theoretically abundant.
So, he asked, after everyone not ridiculous made clear that all the not-on-420 for 8 months and 1200 pages of policy and WHO work was REAL, what did I envision would be the liability of the banks on the mortgage crisis making so many people homeless &/or foreclosed, after I read _Broke, USA_ with a very moderate reaction. I said there would be some Just and True way the Banks would be accountable along with everyone everywhere and a solution would present itself. He seemed to like that I didn’t have a pre-packaged Marxist-Robin Hood speech tied to it. Hours later, our collective networks suggested a fine, paid in Real Estate to the new Housing Asset pool for citizens anticipated to be part of the new Administration of the North American Union.
How do we blow up the Silos but not? I didn’t want to Steal digits from “the Rich” because via Stocks, it does trickle down to affect hard workers with 401K plans. With the philosophic and historic lessons about Currency as Irrigation rights model, we searched for a solution to the doomsday-ists with Silos of cash they didn’t spend. Eventually, we came to the fair middle ground of creating a new currency with some exchange rate to the dollar. I said it should be in wartime survivors:casualties, based on “the Powers” plans for the plebeians.
Then, treating currency as energy and water symbolism, as makes sense, we determine how no-one can store more than they can use because it’s like Silos of water or grain growing mildew because of poor trade and production matching.
Obviously, change is uncomfortable. Obviously, everyone has gone way over the line in all kinds of ways, personally and economically. Solutions are not about blame. Solutions require being honest, realistic and fair and trusting history and thousands of years of philosophic, spiritual & scientific data. And then coming to terms that we can do this. ‘Shouldn’t’ perhaps, (on some of these Michael Corleone/Geneva levels of decision making with Washington/Arlington) but ‘can’t’ isn’t the word, as people have heard several times at least, most likely.
I'm surveying California for safety before my next court date. We shall see how the negotiations are going day to day.
(Too Late to turn back. What movie would possibly end that way?)
The basics of what has been discussed enough for near consensus (like no time passed at all, some people are surprised, perhaps, That the man couldn’t keep me down!) towards the Revolution and Currency changes anticipated.
Using all the powers of the Universe, I met a Save-the-World Banker of all people! On top of my deck of Save-the-world politicians and lawyers and prime ministers and doctors & scientists everywhere, I formed an intellectual connection to a big Wall Street’ist who laughs that he feels like a traitor to the 1%. I haven’t contributed as much to that distinction as the ideas of #Occupy Wall Street were more Already out there just needing a voice. I got your voice stock right here. Air is paradoxically very expensive although theoretically abundant.
So, he asked, after everyone not ridiculous made clear that all the not-on-420 for 8 months and 1200 pages of policy and WHO work was REAL, what did I envision would be the liability of the banks on the mortgage crisis making so many people homeless &/or foreclosed, after I read _Broke, USA_ with a very moderate reaction. I said there would be some Just and True way the Banks would be accountable along with everyone everywhere and a solution would present itself. He seemed to like that I didn’t have a pre-packaged Marxist-Robin Hood speech tied to it. Hours later, our collective networks suggested a fine, paid in Real Estate to the new Housing Asset pool for citizens anticipated to be part of the new Administration of the North American Union.
How do we blow up the Silos but not? I didn’t want to Steal digits from “the Rich” because via Stocks, it does trickle down to affect hard workers with 401K plans. With the philosophic and historic lessons about Currency as Irrigation rights model, we searched for a solution to the doomsday-ists with Silos of cash they didn’t spend. Eventually, we came to the fair middle ground of creating a new currency with some exchange rate to the dollar. I said it should be in wartime survivors:casualties, based on “the Powers” plans for the plebeians.
Then, treating currency as energy and water symbolism, as makes sense, we determine how no-one can store more than they can use because it’s like Silos of water or grain growing mildew because of poor trade and production matching.
Obviously, change is uncomfortable. Obviously, everyone has gone way over the line in all kinds of ways, personally and economically. Solutions are not about blame. Solutions require being honest, realistic and fair and trusting history and thousands of years of philosophic, spiritual & scientific data. And then coming to terms that we can do this. ‘Shouldn’t’ perhaps, (on some of these Michael Corleone/Geneva levels of decision making with Washington/Arlington) but ‘can’t’ isn’t the word, as people have heard several times at least, most likely.
I'm surveying California for safety before my next court date. We shall see how the negotiations are going day to day.
Down the Street, Anastasia turned 9 on the New Moon in Cancer
I thought 13 July 2012 was my triumph of "How Many" versus the systems' "Shut up!" and "forever" incarceration.
~Remember Remember the Fifth of November.~ While Heard many times "in our heads" over the past 8 and 1/2 months, as a shout-out to Natalie Portman ("V for Vendetta"), I remind everyone that that movie dropped my arrest date into the consciousness for everyone since my level of influence from "NOT ON TV" yet status was only as incidental as "Chernobyl Diaries" and "MIB3" being released at the same time this Spring.
After a week of scouting out the post-Jail world and finding what's new and what's changing and what's still resistant to change, I see the reason the "freedom over time" graph didn't plateau right after freedom. WHat graph? The one we all worked on psychically from Elmwood W4-C2-#29, surrounded by psychic speaker-phone-people, of course.
In other words, I'm not shutting up. I am expecting to Win. Our Revolution, with #Occupy as a nice publicity-aside movement to grow in the Consciousness, was no where near shut-down by the Incarceration efforts. The administration has been performing at its usual level of memory (Dori from "Finding Nemo") and various people seem to think they are having a whole-USA Presidential Election, just because I haven't been wasting any more time on their education. They whom we question really having gone to Law School in the USA, perhaps, thought that "they" could hack the Justice System forever against my actual charges.
So, I dropped a note on WHO's facebook page about the new currency ideas including Food- Health- Housing- and Travel (bus, train) dollars, like EBT based on income. "Paper Dollars" may still play alongside. Then, nations having "Shipping and Trade Credits" might also lead to "Production-Carbon" credits. Since the business-politician-esque people don't understand currency that well, we could offer Gas-dollars and give them millions and billions of them. They don't spend their money anyway. Silos full of Diesel-Contaminated Water?
And yeah, we be risking our lives every day all day. People don't hire people with the tenuous timeline commitment I have and my qualifications and value are on levels that defy tax forms for a bankrupt nation on the butcher block for carving a new map, based on diplomatic decision-making as rising above the Nuclear Threat of the USA-Empire past.
And when everyone is free, market forces will prevail and people will feel happy to pay a set of taxes for a community's services of civilization that they feel good about supporting as it is supportive.
~Remember Remember the Fifth of November.~ While Heard many times "in our heads" over the past 8 and 1/2 months, as a shout-out to Natalie Portman ("V for Vendetta"), I remind everyone that that movie dropped my arrest date into the consciousness for everyone since my level of influence from "NOT ON TV" yet status was only as incidental as "Chernobyl Diaries" and "MIB3" being released at the same time this Spring.
After a week of scouting out the post-Jail world and finding what's new and what's changing and what's still resistant to change, I see the reason the "freedom over time" graph didn't plateau right after freedom. WHat graph? The one we all worked on psychically from Elmwood W4-C2-#29, surrounded by psychic speaker-phone-people, of course.
In other words, I'm not shutting up. I am expecting to Win. Our Revolution, with #Occupy as a nice publicity-aside movement to grow in the Consciousness, was no where near shut-down by the Incarceration efforts. The administration has been performing at its usual level of memory (Dori from "Finding Nemo") and various people seem to think they are having a whole-USA Presidential Election, just because I haven't been wasting any more time on their education. They whom we question really having gone to Law School in the USA, perhaps, thought that "they" could hack the Justice System forever against my actual charges.
So, I dropped a note on WHO's facebook page about the new currency ideas including Food- Health- Housing- and Travel (bus, train) dollars, like EBT based on income. "Paper Dollars" may still play alongside. Then, nations having "Shipping and Trade Credits" might also lead to "Production-Carbon" credits. Since the business-politician-esque people don't understand currency that well, we could offer Gas-dollars and give them millions and billions of them. They don't spend their money anyway. Silos full of Diesel-Contaminated Water?
And yeah, we be risking our lives every day all day. People don't hire people with the tenuous timeline commitment I have and my qualifications and value are on levels that defy tax forms for a bankrupt nation on the butcher block for carving a new map, based on diplomatic decision-making as rising above the Nuclear Threat of the USA-Empire past.
And when everyone is free, market forces will prevail and people will feel happy to pay a set of taxes for a community's services of civilization that they feel good about supporting as it is supportive.
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